CNY Nearing soon :)

Seems like the internship's been cancel.. well.. no zbrush classes for me then.

And it is too late for finding other jobs thou.
ANyway i tried to worked as a primary school teacher for 2 days.. haha yeap 2 days , because i did not take Chinese subject in SPM. And there i found there's a Malay women teaching there, i wonder did she too chinese subject as well.

Life is not fair right. But I dont really mind, Im not a teacher type person anyway, I dont have much good memories about my pre / highschool teachers.. i guess that is why.. hahahaa.
Only for 2 days,, hmm , seriously.. the kids are darn CUTE, but also can be Darnn noisy , bamboo stick is realllly needed if u really want to discipline them.

老师， 他打扰我
老师， 他很坏蛋
老师， 他们很吵
老师， 我门要换坐位 。。。

etc etc.. they can really have a whole bunch of complains and question :x
and they dont line up for them. facepalm*

Need to get some things out of my head, need some new beginning, then only can forget the past. the book :

"Who move my cheese"

It was really a nice read. Everybody should have a read on it, no matter who u are, its about life, things that you should let go, to make room for new things :)

外表有时看起来很开心，
但其实心里很伤心，
很多的事物， 他们都很喜欢留在脑袋，
不时 不时 ， 又喜欢跑出来，
折磨 折磨 我，
很难逃脱。

你是这样的人， 但你也没发现，
我也是这样的， 能笑 也不代表我很开心。。
但开开心心的过一天， 好过阵天苦着脸

那些， 都是借口 而已吧，
还是我听不明白， 直接点吧，
我应该能接受， 就算不能，
我还有我的 亲爱的 时间， 帮我疗伤