Hopeless hope

It feels so dark, so regret , so emo
when I saw him with another girl
I kept looking back as I know
I should keep my head in front

Its been a long time
but I still can confess
I still like him
I'm sorry I was not good enought

I know there's should be some feelings
among us when we were still meeting each other
He moved on, but I'm stucked in my past
When I saw your picture I am lost

I miss you so much but you never know
I know that this one day will never come again


UPDATES: This is Not entirely true , so dont be too emo with me. lol, just trying to make it more.. lyricable

Just another after class day

We all miss Bali alot ... I still miss it until now >.<
but Hey, assignments takes my concentration away..XD

We have miss 4 straight week of Unreal and Zbrush classes , which its not our fault..
And we are having a lonngg day of classes for each Friday now, just to catch back.
I was gain sick last week, cant pay much attention but thankfully someone recorded the tutorial, I also hav a whole bunch of tutorial video here anyway, but its a headache to figure out how to start.

And Whatt?/ Exercises..awwww.. but we still have our main Project need to finish..

Realising now that we have ALOT to learn in Unreal Engine.. Alot of steps, and new interfaces. Plus we are learning 2 new heavy software this semester.. Hopefully Everthings going good for me.. and urghh.. the XNA project..

Anyway.. I've been missong music playing... my guitars are not with me in the hostel.. and the drum at the music centre.I havent have my last drumming lessons yet.. due to time problem.. probably nex sat :)

Im submitting some Zbrush stuff in Deviant.. stay tune at
kaely33.deviantart.com

Didn go anywhere new after Bali, perhaps a session of Karaoke with that same bunch of friends of mine, that was a midnight session, hahaha...
They when karaoke gain today,, but too bad for me, I have class till quite late, and I think I have better be a good girl tonight :D