CNY Nearing soon :)

Seems like the internship's been cancel.. well.. no zbrush classes for me then.

And it is too late for finding other jobs thou.
ANyway i tried to worked as a primary school teacher for 2 days.. haha yeap 2 days , because i did not take Chinese subject in SPM. And there i found there's a Malay women teaching there, i wonder did she too chinese subject as well.

Life is not fair right. But I dont really mind, Im not a teacher type person anyway, I dont have much good memories about my pre / highschool teachers.. i guess that is why.. hahahaa.
Only for 2 days,, hmm , seriously.. the kids are darn CUTE, but also can be Darnn noisy , bamboo stick is realllly needed if u really want to discipline them.

老师， 他打扰我
老师， 他很坏蛋
老师， 他们很吵
老师， 我门要换坐位 。。。

etc etc.. they can really have a whole bunch of complains and question :x
and they dont line up for them. facepalm*

Need to get some things out of my head, need some new beginning, then only can forget the past. the book :

"Who move my cheese"

It was really a nice read. Everybody should have a read on it, no matter who u are, its about life, things that you should let go, to make room for new things :)

外表有时看起来很开心，
但其实心里很伤心，
很多的事物， 他们都很喜欢留在脑袋，
不时 不时 ， 又喜欢跑出来，
折磨 折磨 我，
很难逃脱。

你是这样的人， 但你也没发现，
我也是这样的， 能笑 也不代表我很开心。。
但开开心心的过一天， 好过阵天苦着脸

那些， 都是借口 而已吧，
还是我听不明白， 直接点吧，
我应该能接受， 就算不能，
我还有我的 亲爱的 时间， 帮我疗伤

Happy new year 2011!

I might be going for 1 or 2 months internship with sifu during this holiday.
Hopefully I can learn some zbrush skill :).

I when to The Curve for countdown during new year eve with some SC fellows, it was pretty fun. After that we when to a Pub. There's suppose to be clubbing on 1.1.11, but I didnt go, well guess better luck next time. I was looking more forward for karaoke session, or movie :P

So After a big long sem, its time for some gathering with my girls again. Choo Jiat is back in Malaysia, bu pretty soon she needs go back hometown.. again.. But we had a mini shopping n dinner night at the curve bfore new year. I didnt bought any new things thou.. sob sob*..

Meeting new friends from SC fella'a was quite fun. I think Ive really change quite a bit, its usually harder for me to mix with new friends, especially a big group who speak english. I found out Fatinah, Ili they all are really a very friendly group which i can mix in easily.

But its sad, when i get to know the SC ppl, there's actually something.. or 'alot' of things that happenned in the past, that separated some of the members. It reminds me again...
Fuu.. i wish I will NEVER meet back those SCaarrry people again.. who? well.. for me, its usually girls. In this case I guess its a girl. Hate confrontation. Why are some people get sensitive so easily that they will try their best to screw up your life.. Its not really happening to me. yet... It just reminds me of some Bitch during my primary and high school years.

Why want make enemies? People just love to get hurt dont they? We human could never learn the word "grown ups" ? But there are some really good people anyways :)

Ive been catching Glee this few days. The best singer in glee, Rachael??.. not really agree.. I dont really fancy the "The only exception" she sang, which is Paramore songs. Her sounds not bad but I definitely know there are better singer in that group. Still, she is quite good, im not saying tat she's bad. :P

Talking about Paramore... sad case, it really broke me down, Josh and Zac are the brothers that first form Paramore. Hayley is being quite selfish here. Goshh.. I use to love her alot, her voice is still amazing. After reading Josh blog I guess my impressions just kinda budge a little about hayley. I dont think she can EVER Find a great guitarist n drummer like Josh n Zac , Her father is quite a nuisance thou, thats your daughter's life for god sake, being a control freak doesnt help.

And hell, my stomach hurts and My was dizzy i feel like fainting today. Dont feel like going out these few days after having really great fun outings few days ago.
But I still miss my friends, I hope for more outings thou :)

Ciao all..
Happy New Year, Bless you all and me to have a great coming year